fritzoy

New year for a new me. . :) been gone in deiantArt for long but im back with the new me as a photographer, videographer, video editor and photo. . :) well ive been to many things jack of all trades that is. . . -i was a musician who play the guitar who compose and a vocals to some songs. -became a baker and a chief. yeah i cook and bake -an anime artist -a racer -a kick boxing fighter -a designer -the errand boy in the house, who do the laundry, wash plates and etc. -the dancer -the playboy -the gamer -the game master -and many more. . and more to come :)

I really love the song coz it really relates to my life.. the lyrics and the video 100% accurate...dang.. watch it in youtube..that's what happened to me and the lyrics are the words she left, and the words i said... ohh broken heart syndrome.... Come Back To Me by David Cook you say you gotta go and find yourself you say that you're becoming someone else don't recognize the face in the mirror looking back at you you say you're leavin as you look away I know there's really nothin' left to say just know I'm here whenever you need me I'll wait for you so I'll let you go I'll set you free and when you see what you need to se

man it was a one heck of a month, totally in depression. I was so down that nothing else to do but the pain bothering you..yeah, heartache..we've been for 4 years and this is what i get, psh..it was like a blink of an eye, its just that simple..maybe i just gave her enough trust, in return she broke it.. i was thinking to end my life but i dont have that abnormality, goodness.. well, good thing im back on my feet now..but the pain still remains and hunt you down, that kept me awake all night, really..it was like one week with no proper rest.. wana know my coping skills?? baking cookies and muffins..hahaha giving her something that i made